Saturday, September 13, 2008

I've left the only person I've ever truly, deeply loved, and not because that feeling has ended. Most of me wants her to walk through that door and say that she'll take me back, the rest of me wants to die. I know she will never take me back.

I am so stupid for leaving her, for causing this much damage over so many years. I wish I could go back and change it. I am so, so, so stupid.